【反省日記】Fairy Tales 2005

其實從七月到現在一直都有一個想法，就是把這個Blog刪掉；但沒勇氣的按下"delete"，畢竟我不想忘記一種"Deja Vu" (似曾相識的感覺)。

很多往事會不知不覺間消失，然後沒有人會再次想起，生活變得呆板，日復一日。

去年我為自己定了一個很 "general" 的 2005 Resolutions，現在回頭看，是如此的陌生，是一連串的謊言。很多的夢想，很多的想法，也伴隨著不少的 fairy tales 來騙自己。

2005 Resolutions

• lead a valuable life ?? I have no idea what it is ...
• stay positive ?? the opposite!!
• pursue further studies ?? a waste of time !!
• be responsible ?? the opposite!!
• improve Eng profienccy
  - listening- speaking- reading- writing ?? no direction!!
• don't waste time ?? well done, waste lots of time!!
• improve my drawbacks ?? no improvement!!
• be nice to others ?? no comments...
• feel relaxed ?? stressful
• keep blogging ?? not so after the 2nd half of the year...

現在有兩個選擇，一是不再聽 fairy tales，另一個則是繼續我的童話故事。我是一個機會主義者，不斷尋找高概率事件，不想浪費每一個可能改變的機會。我一直很喜歡這一句話：

「我不想等到失敗才後悔自己有潛力沒發揮。」

我想我要開始籌備我的 Fairy Tales 2006

【生活點滴】Kaian's Birthday

Today is Kaian's birthday.

We "old" guys and her friends in college gathered and celebrated her birthday at a Karaoke parlor last night. Humen joked that we both English majors ended up working in Coloane... Again, at present I am a secuity guard.

I came back home in the morning and went to bed. A lot of dreams occurred.

One dream seemed like a sequel to the dream I had in June this year. we guys walked on the beach peacefully, then I sensed something and felt disappointed at first. As time went by, I felt okay and a new day begins...

【投資日記】First Investment A/C

Today I opened an investment account at BOC. With this A/C, I can purchase and sell stocks online, and manage all my BOC accounts. This investement account is the present I give myself for my "hard work" in November.

I have been reviewing my financial status these days. Here is my current asset allocation:

60% Foreign Currency
30% Stocks
10 % Liquid

Right now, I mainly depend on employment income to fund my cash flow, so I can, theoretically, invest in risker stocks with greater potenaial to grow in value. On the other hand, I have got to prepare sufficient liquid assets to fund my foreseeable obligation- my tuitin fees. (gosh!!!!)

Well, in order to incrase the rate of return, I'm thinking to reshuffle the proportion of my investment, say, 40: 40: 20 (tentative)