7/05/2025

Message of Appreciation delivered at the Graduation Ceremony

Distinguished guests, professors, ladies and gentlemen—good afternoon!

My name is Ryan. I am a doctoral graduate in Government Studies from the Faculty of Business and Law. It is a great honor to stand before you today, representing my fellow graduates and expressing our appreciation to the University of _____. 

As a university teacher, I am used to speaking for three hours in class, but today, I have been given just three minutes to say thank you to everyone here who has supported us over the years. And honestly, this may be the toughest assignment of all—trying to put so much gratitude into just a few words.

On behalf of all the graduates, I would like to express our gratitude to this University for providing us with a strong platform to pursue academic and personal growth. A special note of appreciation goes to our Rector, Professor _____, and the Deans of all Faculties for their visionary leadership in raising the University’s standards in both research and teaching. We are also grateful to our professors for guiding us through this learning journey. On a personal note, I would like to thank my supervisor, Professor _____, for her advice and guidance. I am especially grateful to my mother for her love and care, and to my father whose memory continues to inspire me every single day. 

Some of us began our studies during the COVID pandemic—a time filled with uncertainty, change, and challenges. We didn’t know what to expect, but we faced the unknown with resilience. We adapted and found new ways to learn, connect, and support each other here. We stayed focused and kept moving forward, driven by a shared commitment to grow and seek knowledge.

Looking back, those difficult times have passed, but the moments we experienced, the challenges we overcame, the friendships we built, and the lessons we learned, will always stay with us. 

Looking ahead, we carry more than just our degrees. We carry resilience, adaptability, and the courage to face the future. We have prepared ourselves not only for the familiar paths of yesterday, but also for the challenges of today and the opportunities of tomorrow. These qualities will guide us as we take the next steps in our lives—whether in academia, public service, business, or beyond.

As graduates of the University of _____, we are now part of a global network of scholars and professionals. Let us apply the knowledge, skills, and values we have acquired here to serve our communities, contribute to the greater good, and make a meaningful difference in the world around us.

I would like to conclude with a line from a poem by Alfred, Lord Tennyson, which has been a source of inspiration in my life: “To strive, to seek, to find, and not to yield.” This phrase is more than just a motto; it reminds us to persevere and keep moving forward, no matter what lies ahead. Today, as we begin the next chapter of our lives, let’s hold on to that spirit: keep searching, keep going, and remember not to give up.

Congratulations to the Class of 2025—we made it! May we continue to strive, to seek, to find, and not to yield. Thank you.

(5 July 2025)


2/22/2025

《如 常》

如 常                        夏先生


    風來了

    又是一場爽約的煙火會

    不如看兩幕悲喜劇

    等待果陀    終究是徒勞

    俯瞰高清的世界

    何不走入    莫奈的日出

    感受不同的天空

    印象    有時比現實更美

    風聲呼呼

    也不懂怎麼說

    那就生一下悶氣吧

    事情    習慣了就一切如常



Source: http://www.macaodaily.com/html/2025-02/19/content_1814009.htm

8/16/2023

《卓家村借問》

卓家村借問                 夏先生

——記氹仔卓家村菜園路上仲夏點滴

悶夏 愁至
走進鬧市旁的菜園路
曾經滄海
繞道往山的人漸少了

破舊 屋群
住著逐夢的遊子
像要塌下
仍堅韌的 撐下去

車子墓場內
等待 歷盡塵沙日月
緣起緣滅
願 不再 貪瞋癡

假菩提樹下
祈求 放下三千繁華
片片飄零
釋懷 不問曾經

街角處
你說 世事哪會完美
我問 何不只取一瓢
頃刻間 

空氣 盪著
模仿開心的磬聲
悟空 爾後才懂喜
是為著忘記 而紀念


Source: http://www.macaodaily.com/html/2023-08/16/content_1694685.htm


8/31/2011

《荷蘭園隨想》

荷蘭園隨想

悶熱的晚上
讓人透不過氣來
是外面的世界,
還是小城的內心?

茫然無措的走著 走著
麈灰滿面
誰 在細訴著一段段的往事
哪 是作為麈的擔憂和迷惘


走入巷子的泰式小店
彷彿跳進鄭愁予的《水巷》
  四圍的青山太高了,顯得晴空
  如一描藍的窗......



甜的、酸的辣的
井然有序的來到桌上
配上生活中的 苦
真是一頓豐盛的晚宴


人們說

美好的事物 總是短暫的
走出餐廳
路旁耀目的燈光
半點詩意也沒有

突然 發現 
忘了點一杯可口的飲料
明晚 
也許是一個讓人期盼的夜

http://www.macaodaily.com/html/2011-08/31/content_625490.htm

7/05/2006

【學術點滴】The First Paper Presentation Feedback

只是過了一個星期,但上周四的 paper presentation 好像是一件很久遠的事。也許我作了動機性遺忘 (motivated forgetting),記憶實在是太過折磨,所以我的大腦自動按下了刪除鍵。
令人安慰的是上星期收到一封老師寄來的 email 說香港的一位教授很欣賞我和另一位同學的 paper:

... Prof. XXX told me he thought your presentations were very good. ... he thought "it was the best session" he has seen at the conference. Congratulations, and keep up the good work!

看到這些話,心中的不快也稍微舒緩了;但回想當天的情況,還是覺得自己的表現實在是不太理想!
跟我以前在台灣參加過的研討會差不多,當天來聽的人不多,主要都是老師為主,他們對我的報告提了不少問題,也給了不少改進的意見。
報告結束後,一位老師說某位教授想跟我談談 paper的內容,他跟我講了不少改進的地方,但那個時候我的心情太差了,沒把他的話聽進耳朵,只記得他曾說過我的題目要改一下,因為 public announcement 通常用在些比較特殊的話題,像死人的訃告才會叫 PA ,所以他建議我把題目改為:
The Organization of Public Writen Notices
總的來說,我還是對我的表現很失望!

6/29/2006

【學術點滴】The First Paper Presentation

昨天是我第一次在研討會發表論文,我的題目是 "The Organization of Public Announcements"。

最近忙在看世界盃和交期末報告,都快忘了自己月底要發表論文,終於昨天凌晨時分才想起:「完了,現在已是六月底 …… 」。看看郵件才發現:「今天要 present ...

也許是因為現在對研究的工作不像從前般熱心,雖然要present, 我還是照看球賽。

昨天睡到十一點多才起來,起來後就準備 presentation 的材料,原來這份paper已是半年前的產物:2005.12 ,半年!PowerPoint 的內容也要修改不少,完成時已是下午三點多,然後就坐車到澳大。

4:00 pm,It's time for my presentation...

老天對我真的是開了一個大玩笑,不知何解電腦就在那個時候跟我作對!講幾句話PPT 就不動,動一下又不動了,這樣就浪費了我將近十分鐘,沒了三分之一的時間 ……

總結而言,我對我第一次的論文發表很不滿意,也許是電腦惹的禍,但我深明那是因為我準備不足。

我真的很失望!我真的很失望!我真的很失望!

6/17/2006

【心靈日記】Commencement 2006

六月十七日本是一個平凡的日子。

今天是師大95級畢業的大日子!
畢業典禮是人生的一個新開始(commencment),一生只有一次大學畢業。



去年的今天我也從大學畢業,但時間太久了,很多事情我都想不起來 …… 但我記得當天中午下了一場雨。(site)
For life is but a path to walk,
Now laid there at your feet.

You've but to walk out on the path,

And every challenge meet.

~ Allison Chambers Coxsey
Congratulation to the Class of 2006!

5/15/2006

【心靈日記】Happiness Inflexible

一年前的我是這樣,某月某日我是如何度過……

看著以前的 blog entries,希望能找回昔日的點滴,原來很多事情都忘記了,真的發生過這樣的事嗎?
  • 我曾經在附中教過書,但我對那些文字很陌生… (web ; web)
  • 我曾經和朋友鬧翻,想了許久才記起原因 (web ; web)
  • 我曾經把麻糬分為新鮮的和有加防腐劑的,何解呢?(web)
  • 我曾經很享受雨天的感覺,但現在卻不分晴天雨天。(web)
  • 我曾經……
最近看了一套節目:向世界出發,主要講述世界各地的人是如何去思考人生,議題包括生死、美醜、宗教、夢想… 其中有四集到了意大利 (my favorite ^^) 去探討何為快樂?
快樂。有人說,是一種態度、一種心態,按照各人不同的調整,而產生不同程度的快樂。究竟甚麼才是快樂
在佛羅倫斯有一群artists,每天蹲在馬路上十多個小時用粉筆重繪昔日著名畫家的畫。我想這是一種對藝術無止境的追求。

可是到了晚上,他們便會親手用清水把畫抹掉,每天如是。對我來說,令人遺憾的不是花了十多個小時才完成的作品,轉眼便失去了;最讓我痛心的是 當你已確實知道未來是怎樣,還是去做, 兜兜轉轉又是為了什麼呢? what for ?

快樂原來只在於過程,不在乎結果。

究竟甚麼才是快樂?快樂,是一種執著,不快樂,也是一種執著,全部執著於你擁有多少,執著於能否做到自己喜歡的事情。

4/26/2006

【心靈日記】Shida in Red

一位同事剛在復活節回台灣玩,去了師大夜市逛逛,也拍了一些照片--看完了有一種懷念的感覺,是逝去的紅色……















真的有一種回到過去的感覺,有想去台灣玩的衝動;然而,當我和友人談及此想法,他反問我:「返番去,咁又點呀?」,係wor, 回去又怎樣?

時間在轉,人在變。逝去的紅色-逝去的年華

3/28/2006

【試教日記】One Year After the Internship

不經不覺,原來已經一年了……


試教日記 05/03/28

今天早上到了師大附中去認識老師和與指導老師會面
....
最後,老師也問了我們是否想當老師

http://ryanteaching.blogspot.com/2005/03/050328.html

回想往事,很熟悉、也很模糊…… 要很費力才記起點滴的回憶。

很多時候,我會不禁回想起從前在台北的生活!自由自在的,很享受雨中帶給我的感覺。

我不留戀師大,但我知道我在那兒學了不少,我懷念的是系圖的梳化,大四中午都在那兒睡覺,睡到連助教都不管我了,大四午睡的日子真令人懷念!

3/04/2006

【反省日記】2006 Resolutions Review (February)

Time to review the progress of my 2006 Resolutions in February.

2006 Resolutions

  • 不再拖延__no procrastination
    -----有待改進
  • 有責任感__be responsible
    -----不錯
  • 不要亂發脾氣__develop good temperament
    -----有明顯改善
  • 讀52本書__read 52 books
    -----看了數本書,主要在月頭看的...
  • 增加20鎊重__gain 20 pounds
    -----沒有想過如何增肥!!!
  • 每週運動3次__exercise 3 times a week
    -----到現在還沒有運動過!!!
  • 說話速度減慢__enunciate every single word
    -----說話有意識的慢了點,但每當開心/緊張,說話就會變快
  • 每天看英文新聞__read and watch English news daily
    -----每晚收看ATV Late News ,但仍不習慣每天閱讀英文新聞
  • 年投資回報率20%__rate of return reaches 20% after inflation
    -----有點忙,not in the mood for investing
  • 建一個網站__build a website
    -----暫時擱置,正從事相關的工作 (note: starsea)

( UP / FLAT / DOWN )

最近在語言中心教起英文來,雖然錢不是很多,但教起來挺有成就感的;日間的工作也上了軌道,少了點怨氣,多了分笑容;碩士課也不錯。

2/05/2006

【反省日記】2006 Resolutions Review (January)

It's time to review the progress of my 2006 Resolutions in January, just in case I have already forgot my "promises" to myself.

2006 Resolutions

  • 不再拖延__no procrastination
    -----Okay,但總是不按時交assignments.
  • 有責任感__be responsible
    -----沒有明顯改善
  • 不要亂發脾氣__develop good temperament
    -----沒有明顯改善
  • 讀52本書__read 52 books
    -----看了數本書,都與投資理財有關的,開始對文學沒有興趣....
  • 增加20鎊重__gain 20 pounds
    -----沒有明顯改善,沒有想過如何增肥!!!
  • 每週運動3次__exercise 3 times a week
    -----到現在還沒有運動過!!!
  • 說話速度減慢__enunciate every single word
    -----沒有明顯改善
  • 每天看英文新聞__read and watch English news daily
    -----基本上每晚都有收看ATV Late News ,但仍要keep 住每天閱讀英文新聞
  • 年投資回報率20%__rate of return reaches 20% after inflation
    -----感受到股票和外匯皆是一場數字遊戲,但提供很多思考的空間。
  • 建一個網站__build a website
    -----有了方向,但進度緩慢

( UP / FLAT / DOWN )

Besides, I think I have spent a lot of time on computer and the Internet, I am considering to reduce the time sitting at the computer (exept using PC at work).

The maximun amount of time for the use of computer is one hour per day, hopefully, I can spend no more than 30 mins on the cmoputer.

1/23/2006

【反省日記】Live It Today !

For some reasons, I have come to realize that we human are gradually going toward death, or death is appraoching us ..step..by..step...
either way doesn't really matter, the point is we will eventually pass away. After kicking the bucket, we are just a "concept"...

Life is really like a dream.
So, nothing really matters. Enjoy our life and live it today!

1/07/2006

【心靈日記】2006 Resolutions

Today is 01/07.

Today is unique to me; as usual, I don't like to live in this day.

2006 Resolutions

  • 不再拖延__no procrastination
  • 有責任感__be responsible
  • 不要亂發脾氣__develop good temperament
  • 讀52本書__read 52 books
  • 增加20鎊重__gain 20 pounds
  • 每週運動3次__exercise 3 times a week
  • 說話速度減慢__enunciate every single word
  • 每天看英文新聞__read and watch English news daily
  • 年投資回報率20%__rate of return reaches 20% after inflation
  • 建一個網站__build a website

1/03/2006

【生活點滴】Round the Corner Between 05 and 06

2005. 12.31

  • go out and celebrate the New Year at a pub. After the countdown, take a walk to the Fisherman's Wharf - Macau 's first themed entertainment attraction, check it out!
  • the year 2005 -- There’s nothing left to say ... but good-bye.

2006.01.01

  • feel dizzy all day... then 成晚對住個「塔」vomiting,記得去年十二月底也是這樣。

2006.01.02

  • notice that my "Dreaming in Casablanca" has been deleted from the NTNU site... I am no longer a Shita-ren ... There’s nothing left to say ... but good-bye.
  • escape from the reality, hoping tomorrow will never come... you know, gotta go to both school (to teach and to learn).

2006.01.03

  • Today comes on time!
  • just busy and ... it turns out to be nothing special.

12/30/2005

【反省日記】Fairy Tales 2005

其實從七月到現在一直都有一個想法,就是把這個Blog刪掉;但沒勇氣的按下"delete",畢竟我不想忘記一種"Deja Vu" (似曾相識的感覺)。

很多往事會不知不覺間消失,然後沒有人會再次想起,生活變得呆板,日復一日。

去年我為自己定了一個很 "general" 的 2005 Resolutions,現在回頭看,是如此的陌生,是一連串的謊言。很多的夢想,很多的想法,也伴隨著不少的 fairy tales 來騙自己。

2005 Resolutions

  • lead a valuable life ?? I have no idea what it is ...
  • stay positive ?? the opposite!!
  • pursue further studies ?? a waste of time !!
  • be responsible ?? the opposite!!
  • improve Eng profienccy
    - listening- speaking- reading- writing ?? no direction!!
  • don't waste time ?? well done, waste lots of time!!
  • improve my drawbacks ?? no improvement!!
  • be nice to others ?? no comments...
  • feel relaxed ?? stressful
  • keep blogging ?? not so after the 2nd half of the year...

現在有兩個選擇,一是不再聽 fairy tales,另一個則是繼續我的童話故事。我是一個機會主義者,不斷尋找高概率事件,不想浪費每一個可能改變的機會。我一直很喜歡這一句話:

我不想等到失敗才後悔自己有潛力沒發揮。

我想我要開始籌備我的 Fairy Tales 2006

12/18/2005

【生活點滴】Kaian's Birthday

Today is Kaian's birthday.
We "old" guys and her friends in college gathered and celebrated her birthday at a Karaoke parlor last night. Humen joked that we both English majors ended up working in Coloane... Again, at present I am a secuity guard.
I came back home in the morning and went to bed. A lot of dreams occurred.
One dream seemed like a sequel to the dream I had in June this year. we guys walked on the beach peacefully, then I sensed something and felt disappointed at first. As time went by, I felt okay and a new day begins...

12/17/2005

【投資日記】First Investment A/C

Today I opened an investment account at BOC. With this A/C, I can purchase and sell stocks online, and manage all my BOC accounts. This investement account is the present I give myself for my "hard work" in November.
I have been reviewing my financial status these days. Here is my current asset allocation:
60% Foreign Currency
30% Stocks
10 % Liquid
Right now, I mainly depend on employment income to fund my cash flow, so I can, theoretically, invest in risker stocks with greater potenaial to grow in value. On the other hand, I have got to prepare sufficient liquid assets to fund my foreseeable obligation- my tuitin fees. (gosh!!!!)
Well, in order to incrase the rate of return, I'm thinking to reshuffle the proportion of my investment, say, 40: 40: 20 (tentative)

11/19/2005

【生活點滴】回想 - 畢業典禮

今天下午,我和曉文去了嘉欣和褔的畢業典禮。

在場外,聽到的是格蘭披治大賽隆隆的賽車聲;在場內,我和曉文正回想著幾個月前的我們,原來過了幾個月就真係過了幾個月,無得傾ga!

我慢慢發現原來記憶真的是很有限的,很多事情你會不知不覺遺留在某處,然後永遠不會再次想起。也許在某個空間裡正不斷重複著當天的一切 - 畢業禮,但肯定不是現在。

有一天,一個小子和我在街道碰面,我倆會點頭相笑,然後皆消失在人海裡。

10/18/2005

【心靈日記】Public Speaking

看到 Connie 寄來的郵件,覺得很感動,讓我又再次想起 Public Speaking 這堂課。我想這應該是我在師大裡最懷念的課之一。

每次上完課,總會一有種「成長」的感覺。

怎麼說了?很多時候,我們都只是被動的在課堂上聽取老師講解,漸漸地,我們便在學習中浮沉起來;相反,在Public Speaking,我們要做很多的 language practice,除此之外,我們可以從中發現我們自己的缺點,說話太快?咬字是否清晰;更重要的是,我們知道如何去改善我們自身的缺點。

每次下課,總會有一種 "I've learned a lot today" 的想法,就好像學會了一個「可以看見的」、「有形的」知識;身體卻放輕鬆了,真的是一種很奇妙的感覺。

It is a class begaining with frustration and ending with confidence.

這是一個令人懷念、感動的課。記得有一次我在堂上問 Stephanie ,自從參加了一個演講比賽,我的信心跌到了欲底,我很害怕再次在台上作演講;然後,老師就用一節課的時間和我們討論如何去克服和建立自信。

下課後,我跟老師說了一聲衷心的謝謝。